Abc.

Day four: FAIL.

So, fasting until Monday, when I will start the abc diet. Less calories. Faster weight loss. I will shift this.

I hate myself.

2-4-6-8

Day one: I had about 250-300 cals. (Over by 50-100)

Day two: I failed. All the pizza. (Binge hate)

Day three: 310 calories. (: (Under by almost 300)

Day four tomorrow. 800 calories. (:
I plan to have oatmeal for breakfast and noodles with egg and cheese and all manner of unhealthies tomorrow.
Eight hundred will be my pig out day man.
I'm too excited about the noodles.

I weigh 61 kgs. I'm loving this diet so much. I know it's just the beginning though. I hope I keep this love.

I just realised I wrote Punds instead of Pounds.

Today I looked up Anorexia. It said that the typical person that suffers from Anorexia consumes between 600-800 calories a day. I know lately I've been eating more than that, from binges. But it amazed me. That seems like a lot to me.
But it made me feel a little better.
I'm thinking I'm going to start the 2-4-6-8 diet. as a long term thing.
Like, starting tomorrow. 200 Calories. Then 400. 600, then eight hundred.
Then starting again at 200. And on. I think I actually could handle sticking to that... Hopefully. I dunno. We'll see.

I've decided to go with punds. Don't even ask me why.

New goal weight: 100lbs.
I'ma go switch my scales to pounds right now and see what my current weight is.
137.5lbs.

37.5lbs to lose.
I'm going to do it the unhealthy way.
At the moment I don't really care.
I'm going to weigh myself every day.
The first three days of every week I WILL fast. And then under five hundred calories for the rest.

OH MY GOD.

Fasting until the end of school. It's the holidays from Friday on. I want to try fast longer, but this is my plan to start with. I have to lose this weight. He'd never like me the way I am. |: