I stuck to my diet yesterday.
Well.
Until I had friends over and got real drunk of high cal alcohol.
NO MORE DRINKING.
I feel like shit. I'm scared of being alone. But nobody will be with me. I literally have offered people EVERYTHING to be here.
I had a threesome last night. Not even kidding.
I was so drunk I couldn't control my hands properly so I presume I was pretty shit.
I'm so scared of being alone.
I literally would have killed myself today if my Mum wasn't already going through a heap of shit already. She doesn't need her selfish daughter fucking things up even more.
I can't do anything right.
I can't be alone any more.
I'm scared.
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