I haven't posted in a while, but, I'M BACK. :D
And I'm almost over him. He's decided he wants me back. Idiot, just wants me because he can't have me. But I think I can stay away this time. (: I mean, we're mates, but I already like another guy so... Yeah.
^^ I have been binge eating like, well, something that binge eats an awful lot. But tomorrow is a start again day. I'm down to sixty two. Only a loss of two kgs though. Since like, forever ago. But I WILL get down to fifty by summer. Preferably a month or two before summer, then I can get hip peircings and be able to show them off and swim without them getting infected. ^^ Also, I got bio oil yesterday, so hopefully the scars will be gone by then too. I'm only using it on the ones on my arm, because it's so expensive and I don't have much money at the moment, and the other scars are easily hidden. I'm pretty much insanely excited.
I've actually started exercising. Well, not an epic ammount, but my class is on the ninth story, so I run up there three times a day, in the morning, after break, and after lunch. And by running, I mean, running up about four stories and dragging myself up the last five, but I'm already getting better at it. Plus I'm doing leg lifts, sit ups, push ups, and and a couple of other exercises I don't know the names of, one for toning shoulders and the other for calf muscles. (:
And I'm also going to try limiting my calorie intake. I'm not sure what to though. Anyone know what number would help me lose the weight but not have me binging every night? Or is that impossible? ^^
You should comment and help me yes? Cool? Kay, cool.
Thanks. ^^
I CREATED THIS SO I COULD RAGE OMG I KNOW IT WAS A MONTH AGO BUT THIS STILL MAKES ME SO FUCKING ANGRY.
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