I promised my boyfriend I'd stop cutting.
I didn't know how hard it'd be.
I have already broken that promise once.
The urge never disappears. D:
I am fucking huge. Sometimes I think I should just give up on trying to be skinny. Those are generally the times I binge. Thing is, it happens every day. So I just stay fat. I wanted to be down to fifty by the seventh of February, but obviously that's not going to happen.
I'm living with my parents for the next month or so still. So there's still going to be all this food! I have the will power of, something with nil will power!
I always wish I could purge. Just until I move out. Once that happens, the temptation will be gone. I won't have food. I won't have the money for food.
I'm so jealous of all you skinny people!!!
D:
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