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Abc.

Day four: FAIL.

So, fasting until Monday, when I will start the abc diet. Less calories. Faster weight loss. I will shift this.

I hate myself.

2-4-6-8

Day one: I had about 250-300 cals. (Over by 50-100)

Day two: I failed. All the pizza. (Binge hate)

Day three: 310 calories. (: (Under by almost 300)

Day four tomorrow. 800 calories. (:
I plan to have oatmeal for breakfast and noodles with egg and cheese and all manner of unhealthies tomorrow.
Eight hundred will be my pig out day man.
I'm too excited about the noodles.

I weigh 61 kgs. I'm loving this diet so much. I know it's just the beginning though. I hope I keep this love.

I just realised I wrote Punds instead of Pounds.

Today I looked up Anorexia. It said that the typical person that suffers from Anorexia consumes between 600-800 calories a day. I know lately I've been eating more than that, from binges. But it amazed me. That seems like a lot to me.
But it made me feel a little better.
I'm thinking I'm going to start the 2-4-6-8 diet. as a long term thing.
Like, starting tomorrow. 200 Calories. Then 400. 600, then eight hundred.
Then starting again at 200. And on. I think I actually could handle sticking to that... Hopefully. I dunno. We'll see.

I've decided to go with punds. Don't even ask me why.

New goal weight: 100lbs.
I'ma go switch my scales to pounds right now and see what my current weight is.
137.5lbs.

37.5lbs to lose.
I'm going to do it the unhealthy way.
At the moment I don't really care.
I'm going to weigh myself every day.
The first three days of every week I WILL fast. And then under five hundred calories for the rest.

OH MY GOD.

Fasting until the end of school. It's the holidays from Friday on. I want to try fast longer, but this is my plan to start with. I have to lose this weight. He'd never like me the way I am. |:

VERY ATTRACTIVE GUY.

WHO IS TWENTY.
AND HOT.
AND EVERYTHING MY BRAIN IS SPASMING.
Yeah. I'm not like, obsessed.
I showed a friend photos of him, and she was literally speechless. That's how hot he is.
Like, most amazing since Andrew Lee Potts WHO I just noticed today he looks a little bit like.
But, I mean, so much out of my league.
Still amazingly hot though.

Failure.

I gained weight last week.
HAVE TO FAST.
NEED TO.
Gonna try again tomorrow.
I really want to lose like, seven kgs. In a month. If that's possible.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

FAIL.
YOU FAIL.
How about, you just stop eating? Why do you even eat? You don't even get hungry. It's ridiculous.
Just sew your lips together. Or something.
Fatty.

Whoops.

Kay, so I failed again today.
But not as bad as the other day, I think.
So if I fast for the next two days I should still be under sixty by Monday. THEN TO BEING HEALTHY. Well, kinda.

FOOD.

Y U TEMPT ME!?
Haven't eaten yet. But I'm scared. Not hungry in the slightest. Just craving. |:

Yay. (: Another success.

I successfully fasted today. Hopefully tomorrow will work as well. (:
And Saturday and Sunday...
Then I'm changing my plan slightly.
Half a serve of oatmeal, because it's supposed to burn fat, made with water instead of milk, and artificial sweetner, which I'll be buying tomorrow, for breakfast, and soup for lunch.
Nothing else.
I'm scared of eating again already 'cause not eating will screw up my metabolism, but I suppose because I will have fasted four days, and I'll still not be eating too many calories, I'll still lose weight.
ALSO LOTS OF WATER. Must drink ALL THE WATER.
I didn't do as good with he water today.
But I feel good. (: Whenever I've eaten lately, it's made me feel sick. Not eating's making me feel so good. :D
I hope I keep it up.
ALSO, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, I LOVE YOU. You're gorgeous. And You deserve to be happy. xxx